I'm beyond tired right now

Ok I just need to vent I'm afraid. Just humour me cos I'm feeling really sorry for myself right now.

I am just so fed up of getting home from work (late) and having to start helping Andy do job applications that he's had all day to do but waited till I get home cos he NEEDS my help. I am so unbelievably tired right now I could cry. Yet again I have got home from work late to find nothing prepared for dinner (yay to Pizza Hut....not) and to start another bloody job application. And can I ad here that its for a council job and has the obligatory 40 page application form to complete. I am desperately trying not to take it out on him bit I'm just so frustrated and so dam tired I could scream. I feel so guilty. I mean I should WANT to help. I just don't feel like I have the energy to.

So tonight I am praying for understanding and patience......as well as for Andy to hear something about a job before I go insane :)