I'm beyond tired right now

Ok I just need to vent I'm afraid. Just humour me cos I'm feeling really sorry for myself right now.

I am just so fed up of getting home from work (late) and having to start helping Andy do job applications that he's had all day to do but waited till I get home cos he NEEDS my help. I am so unbelievably tired right now I could cry. Yet again I have got home from work late to find nothing prepared for dinner (yay to Pizza Hut....not) and to start another bloody job application. And can I ad here that its for a council job and has the obligatory 40 page application form to complete. I am desperately trying not to take it out on him bit I'm just so frustrated and so dam tired I could scream. I feel so guilty. I mean I should WANT to help. I just don't feel like I have the energy to.

So tonight I am praying for understanding and patience......as well as for Andy to hear something about a job before I go insane :)

I survived

Just a quick update....I survived the teaching session. It went ok....not brilliant by any means.......but ok. People stayed awake....which is always good. And people were kind about it. I love my team. They're always very supportive so I shouldn't have been scared really.

Nervous as....I don't know what

This afternoon I have to give a teaching presentation to the rest of my new team at work. I'm absolutely bricking it. Now anyone who knows me will know that presentations scare me silly - you should have seen me doing my viva presentation at the end of my degree. I'm not sure I breathed all the way through it. Well this afternoon's teaching session is on one of the problem-solving systems that the company uses and, quite honestly, its a really dry/unexciting topic and many of them know more about it than I do. I am still preparing my slides as I've been so busy I've not had time to do them until today - hopefully I'm not about to bore the pants off 12 other people!